Mindless Sex

I screwed them all but loved not one
Kinda like playing roulette with the one bullet gun
One day ill fuck up and knock one up
Then the game will end, have to suck it up
Deal with the consequences, no more lives
When you die you die, no more free tries
It all seems so easy, till someone gets hurt
Your a lover, your a loser, your a big fucking jerk
Sometimes i care sometimes i dont
Today i just might, tomorrow i wont
One day is reality, the next is a dream
A fluidic concious, living in a stream
A stream of red blood, cold sweat, and burning tears
Secret thoughts, hidden feelings, and mortalizing fears
A mind of Chaos, too many thoughts to control
Time without help...is taking its toll.